A Virtual Love Story

"Detaching from the physical world may make the deeper bonds " said the phrase. what does that  mean.. ?? She ignored  as she was lazy enough to make her head understand it !!

  Years later................

- As she was reading  a sub-topic of a  unit of her textbook ... she led down on the book and started staring at the table  lamp !!
Lost in her world she thought about  him...Too engrossed  to hear the  happenings of the surrounding!!
   He was there in her conscious dream.. talking to her.. about her work, exams &  syllabus !! All she was doing was.. continuously speaking.. and he was not interfering either !;
She got up.. & Smiled !! All just happened was a short virtual meeting with her  "constant one"!!
The constant whose eyes last contacted hers 3 years back . The constant who lives at the countable distance !! The constant for whom her feelings grew at the direct proportion with the years !!

They say " You sound like a teenager !! For the sake of reality ..Move on Girl!! It's been 3 years.. you are dreaming about a guy you  haven't met since !!  You don't even know.. what kind of a person he is now.. !! "
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Page  345 of her diary ...

                " A Virtual Love story "

I can clearly remember the phrase I read years back ....
"Detaching from the physical world may make the deeper bonds !! "

Yes... This bond .. the deepest of all .. with only one sided string is hard for the world to understand !!

"Yes, they are right.. i behave like a teenager .. sticking to one guy whom I don't even meet now  !! Truly it has been 3 years ... but do these years count when you have a pious, unconditional love for another soul?? 

Should I tell them that the warmth of just the minor touch of him is so fresh with me that it can beat the warmth shared by the couple  who just made out  ??

Should I tell them that when the world decides to meet rather than their conversation over phone to sort  their issues out  .... I talk to his pictures for hours ?? I talk about my complains .. my wishes .. my anger &  my dreams to him !! And this conversation seems so real to me ... Yeah i may look getting out of my mind when I do that ... But it does work for me !!

Should I tell them that  I dress beautifully and look gorgeous  for that one person .... Who doesn't even see me in person ??
This is so insane  for the real world ...I agree !!

I have   no replacement machine fixed inside my   heart.. to replace him with anybody who desires ...!!

But still I have swallowed the bitter compulsion of not making this love eternal .. for the physical world demands a portion of my life to be lived  its way  mandatorily !!
I'll be forced to end this virtual love story one day !!

................   The End   .................

God shouldn't have started something he never meant to take forward. ..!!
He is the one to be blamed .....

In the physical world , they call her "single" .
But No ... She is not ... !!

She completely belongs to someone who doesn't belong to her !!